gut

more haneous than anticipated

i'm a little ashamed.
good night.

it's kinda boring

sketch for promotional postcard.
will be scanned for line-work, printed out, water-coloured
then will also have a second, separate existence as a prototype print.


something's wrong with it right now. i think i need to liven up the cougar's eyes and pull some elements in tighter... but I'm not sure if that's it.

fuck you

This is the start for my invitation to my degree project installation. i'm going to print it out and write over it and probably do a drawing and then put it back into the computer with that stuff and print it out. It's at a really low resolution and i'm going to print it out small and it's going to be good eventually.




For printmaking i threw my plate in the acid and let it eat away at my etching for an hour and i'm excited to see how the stuff i saved with hard ground is gonna print. i find this process very appropriate and reflective of what's going on with me mentally regarding that situation.
you know
i'm also going to do a piece on the idea of accepting our animalistic nature, a neanderthal woman with her legs spread apart.
and i'm doing pieces that are sort of odes to my current iconography.
i also think my new header is perfect.

who fucking pissed in my well, and more found on My Bloody Underground

Trying To Flush The Iguana Down The Toilet




I have some things for you

Transcendental
psychedelic rough heroin rock and roll,
someplace else unkown, by The Brian Jonestown Massacre! THIS SONG BLEW ME APART. i know it's repetitive and all, at Terminal 5 it just came across so heavy and so dirty and dark. I'm attracted to the honesty, how raw it is, he's screaming into the microphone and it's all drugged-out and i'm dancing the dirt and it's so sublime

Promotional Postcard Decision

I had a really hard time coming up with a promotional image because I had no idea how I communicate all of me in one image.  This is kind of where I want to go, now.  The cougar is still my logo of sorts.

Inspiration/reference I will follow semi-closely:

(note triangle wall decoration)

Hold

I'm in the midst of putting together the visual manifestation of my aesthetic.

my personal philosophy/spiritualism/magic/vision/iconography.

∆ ∞--∞ ∆✩❍

current mask craze

cacti lust

anita the witch

2200ad Luxury Planet Escape Pod  Kevin Hooyman

A-E-S-T-H-E-T-I-C

this is one of my favourite artists

but i can't remember her name.

help?

magic

my dreams are so strong 

my vision 

salt crystal glow

wet night

clicking in place

grinding down